Why would I think it wouldn't happen like this? My ex-best friends are trashy and I cannot believe I was friends with them for so long, despite the fact that most of the time I hated them. They are being so immature; blacking out my face in pictures, posting on their statuses and walls that they don't care about me and I'm fat and nasty - um take a look in the mirror honey, crazy eyed bitch. Sorry I know that's low but at least I'm not posting it on facebook.  I was shaking last night and wanted to dropkick them but I'm better than that and just happy I have more than one friend like them.  Thanks for listening livejournal and friends <3

I just added this to the eastern page, but in case you're not on there.. I'm also venting. This is so fucking stupid.

I have 3 classes left in my major and 1 in my minor.. and no gen eds left.. I think I'm doing good, almost done, then I meet with an advisor and they inform me I still have 22!!! credits left in which to blow. This is such a waste of time, and I don't want to take 1 credit  dance classes and make my time at Eastern last even longer, so have any of you taken any interesting, fairly easy classes that'll keep my GPA up? Thanks!

I met a new guy. He is perfectly acceptable and seems like a great guy. But I just push them away. He wants to go on a date tonight, but do I want to or feel like it? No. I always do this. I never want to take the next step with someone and take a chance. I get scared. I don't want to start new. I realize this problem and I do nothing about it. Maybe I'll learn how to fix it in psychology... I did learn the term for it afterall, an "avoidant" adult. Puh. 

 

I keep seeing these on campus and I hate them. You're not Fidel Fucking Castro. Sorry if you wear them.

I haaaaaate financial aid. 

i woke up to no car yesterday. my apartments towed it. ugh. thennnn they wanted $258 to get it out! 

Why are there not clocks in classrooms? It pisses me off.  

Three days into my brand new life of 8-5 and 8-7 TuTh and I'm miserable. I've never been a morning person, nor a go to bed early person.. and this just isn't working for me. I'm exhausted and cranky and have no money. It doesn't help that I decided to quit waitressing right when it was time to  buy books.. which I already spent like $300 and have like $200 left.  Fuck guys too.

Sorry for the vent. I'm crabby.

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Dear Alcohol,
    
          First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences:

1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night?

2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and some stale chips (washed down with WINE & topped off with a Kit Kat after a few cheese curls & chili cheese fries)? I'm an eclectic eater, but I think you went too far this time.

3. Clumsiness: Unless you're subtly trying to tell me that I need to do more yoga to improve my balance, I see NO need to hammer the issue home by causing me to fall down. It's completely unnecessary, and the black & blue marks that appear on my body mysteriously the next day are beyond me. Similarly, it should never take me more than 45 seconds to get the front door key into the lock.

4. Furthermore: The hangovers have GOT to stop. This is getting ridiculous. I know a little penance for our previous evening's debauchery may be in order, but the 3pm hangover immobility is completely unacceptable. My entire day is shot. I ask that, if the proper precautions are taken (water, vitamin B, bread products,aspirin, prior to going to sleep/passing out face down on the kitchen floor with a bag of popcorn, the hangover should be minimal & in no way interfere with my daily activities. Alcohol, I have enjoyed our friendship for some years now & would like to ensure that we remain on good terms. You've been the invoker of great stories, the provocation for much laughter, and the needed companion when I just don't know what to do with the extra money in my pockets. In order to continue this friendship, I ask that you carefully review my grievances above & address them immediately. I will look for an answer no later than Thursday 3pm (pre-happy hour) on your possible solutions & hopefully we can continue this fruitful partnership.
Thank you,
Your biggest fan


THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK:
1. Innovative
2. Preliminary
3. Proliferation
4. Cinnamon
THINGS THAT ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK:
1. Specificity
2. British Constitution
3. Passive-aggressive disorder
THINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN DRUNK:
1. Thanks, but I don't want to have sex.
2. Nope, no more beer for me.
3. Sorry, but you're not really my type.
4. Good evening, officer. Isn't it lovely out tonight?
5. Oh, I couldn't. No one wants to hear me sing.

Today I went to an advisor and she told me a lot of nursing students are in the same boat and that if Health Administration is something that interests me, go for it, and if I'm in the career and don't like it, come back to EMU for the nursing 16 month accelerated program, which is even more competitive. So basically you're screwed, choose something else and see if you like it. Um ok? I'll take out thousands of dollars in loans to just try something. This is ridiculous and I really want to do nursing, but at the moment, it's looking like I wouldnt even graduate for like 3 or 4 more years, and health administration I could finish in 2 1/2. I'm so frustrated right now.

And ps, does anyone know of any places in the Canton/Ann Arbor area that's hiring? I hate Chili's.

good night with the firefighter. i just have a question. we set our clocks one hour forward right? neither my computer or phone changed :(

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2) Associate you with a song / movie.
3) Tell a random fact about you.
4) Tell a first memory about you.
5) Associate you with an animal / fruit.
6) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
7) In return, you must post this in your own LJ.

Just so I have it out there and if anyone sees me doing anything naughty, call me out- I'm not catholic, but for lent, I'm giving up eating out, and pop. :) Perhaps this will save me money and I'll lose some weight.